Here in the northern hemisphere it is "the dark season." This season, inevitably ruled by a surplus of sleep and a tendency towards too much self-reflection, means all of us are prone to fall down the introvert's rabbit hole; facing-off with self-criticism and frustration. Despite how uncomfortable the process feels, ultimately it is the catalyst for forgiveness and acceptance. Personally, this season the work feels even more insurmountable after the loss of my brother.
I mean, let's get real: The dark season is already a bit of bugger and learning to negotiate with it has been a life-process which expresses itself clearly in my move from the Pacific Northwest to California. That being said, with each birthday I celebrate, I'm called to evolve my perspective and get comfortable with the inherent dulaity of our existence. Life isn't just light, it is also darkness. The past few years I have begun to feel the qualities of darkness and they are different from what I initially perceived them to be: Darkness is soft; it is yielding; it is still; it is creative. Integrating these holistic notions of "darkness" really helps me to see winter as a period of cosmic dissolution and rebirth. Thus, in someways it is the peak season for creativity.
The cap project was originally dreamt up last winter when I was "feeling blue" and decided to create a placebo of sorts, something that I could coin the 'positive thinking-cap'. The Indi's birth derived from a deep need to translate leanings towards seasonal-affect into something that could be playful, healing, light-hearted and relatable. The idea was to create something that could "protect" the wearer like a helmet but in a more abstract manner. My dream was that the cap could become something which united us as we faced-fears and encouraged us towards more mindfullness and greater discernment in regards to the stories we tell ourselves. Of course, there's the obvious function of the cap, to protect from the sun, but I also dreamt it could "guard" against feelings of self-pity and dissociating thoughts, things I feel more prevalently in the winter.
For me and for many, art is an expressive vehicle for taking pain and translating it with joy into something beauitful, relatable, and unifying. My purpose with the caps is to offer an element of magic, to create a little added oomph, more warmth for you when facing rough times or especially dark-days. It is important to me that you know that this project was generated with the utmost love and, as a process, has been healing and clarifying. Here's to hoping you feel the positive vibes and joy from the things you receive this holiday season.
for all you sons and daughters...
with love,
waughter babe
Photo taken during early winter 2015, lake washington <3